So Excited

I'm going to see Rascal Flatts on Saturday at the NY State fair in Syracuse. I've seen these guys in concert so many times I have lost count. I used to go see them every time they are near here but there ticket prices have gone up so much I can only afford to go once. I used to be able to go three times for the price that I pay for a ticket now. It's a 2 hr drive but well worth it.

Back To Work

I went back to work today after 2 weeks of being of due to my recent misfortune. It wasn't to bad actually. Nobody really said anything to me. I was really worried they would. All in all it went pretty good I was thankful to get back and get my mind on something else.

Why Me?

I finally thought it was my turn. My turn to have a baby in a split second it was gone. Sunday Aug. 8, 2010 the start of the worst 3 days of my life. My water breaks at 19 weeks. I get to the hospital and the doctor's say there is nothing they can do my baby won't survive. They say they think I have an incompetent cervix and my next pregnancy could go fine. They say a stitch can keep it closed so I can carry a baby full term. I ask them if there is anything they can do to speed the process up of course they say no. It is better to let my body take care of it itself. To me it feels like torture so I sit and wait. Finally the next day they start to induce labor. 2 days later it finally happens. It was a boy. I just wish I could have him back. Life isn't fair. Now I fear I may fail my classes because I am super far behind and I can't get focused.

Summer In New York

The weather in NY is crazy this week. It is way too humid makes it hard to sleep. I hate to say this but I can't wait till fall. The fall brings changing of the leaves, everyone goes back to school. It also brings my favorite pastime NFL football. I think the best thing about fall is the place I work becomes less crazy. Business slows down and you can catch your breath. Don't get me wrong I like summer but it could be a little cooler.